Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Thud. Thud. Thud.

That's the sound of me banging my head against the wall. I am so frustrated right now. I was finally feeling good about this move to Alabama and that rug was just pulled out from underneath my feet. Our assignment has been postponed until the end of September for the time being. So we are going from full blown "we're moving in six weeks" mode, back into "we have no idea what's happening with our lives" mode. I hate being in limbo!!! I hate not knowing what, when and where! And it sounds like we'll be in this phase until June at least. Grrrrrrrrrrr! Mentally I feel like I've already moved out of Ohio. We just feel done here, and feel it's time to move on. It's going to be hard to get back into the mindset of knowing we'll be here all summer and honestly, I'm scared to even think that because who knows what will change between now and then. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I'll keep you posted on what happens, but for now . . . thud . . . thud. . . thud. . .

7 comments:

Lindsi Jo said...

I completely understand that feeling! All last fall/winter I thought we were going to move & had moved already in my mind, then we ended up not having to move. In the end I was glad we weren't moving, but we were in that limbo stage for months not knowing if we were or weren't... I hate that uneasy, unknowing state! Hopefully it turns out for the best for you!

Tyler & Nicole said...

That's so frustrating Rach! I am sorry, hang in there.

Chelsey said...

So sorry! How very frustrating.

MrsKBJ said...

I am so sorry Rachel! I am sure you even started packing and getting ready to move. How frustrating. Hang in there and hopefully you will get answers and dates that are permanent soon.

J.D.Z.M.B said...

Saying, "I am sorry" doesn't seem to even cut it! You'll be in our thoughts and prayers....so is it time to start planning that vacation now, sounds like you could all use a break? And now imagine me bringing you a nice cold Sonic drink to brighten your day! :) We love ya!

Lisa Bunker said...

It's so much easier to accept things and be patient if you know what your future is!!!! I feel bad for you, being on pins and needles about what is going to happen next is so hard. Lots of Love, Lisa

Natalie said...

That's so frustrating!